207.0

I'm barely eating.  I had two packs of tuna and an apple yesterday - how on earth am I not losing anything?

204.0 this morning.

My waist looks thinner but my new pants are still tight.  

I'm stressed.  I spend most of my time cleaning up after my kids and the rest of the time upset about the messes and screaming.

It keeps going up

207.5 tonight.

I stopped eating "crap" three days ago.  I am ravenous right now, but I'm avoiding the urge to break into the junk food I bought earlier or eat the rest of the pizza I bought for my kids.

I was hoping to lose weight before going to Japan.  At this point, I don't even think I'll be close to the starting weight from last time I saw him.  I have to lose over 20 pounds just to get to the heavy weight I was last time we met.

I bought clothes about one month ago.  The pants are getting tighter.